I'm still fighting my disease here.
No time to think of u, her, them, or the world.
Sounds selfish?
It might be.
Human born & die alone, indeed.
Tinggal besok:
1. Kumpulin revisi, minta tanda tangan penguji, dapet nilai.
2. Presentasi Penelitian Komunikasi Keluarga, 2.40pm, KPS.
Setelah ituuuuu, saya bebassssss!
Hoaaaaahhhhh!
*Tapi ngerjain revisi kok ya males benar,
selalu ada yang lebih seru sliwar-sliwer di depan mata.
-_______-"
Sudahlah,
Saya bertekad bulat.
Mari bercinta semalam ini saja dengan revisi skripsi & makalah penelitian!
Musik, MAINKAN!
=P
*I really love this version, without listening the original one. hohoho*
Reality bites, reality slaps.
It hurts, no need to spread.
Stand steady if u dare to face it.
It's hard, no need to doubt.
Yes, this paragraph will wake me (and you) the realities we faced.
I miss my family a lot.
But the reality is: I have to stay at Surabaya till next weekend.
I don't know how long I could survive.
I'm afraid my soul will crack. Too many pressures happen.
Memory just visited, hurts me once more time.
Present was just so intimidating.
I just could put my hopes in my futures.
The fracture of pencil still useful, but the fracture of soul,
we couldn't use it, Mister.
we couldn't use it, Mister.
-Earth of Mankind, Pramoedya Ananta Toer.
*Tapi nge-doain dan bantu boleh.
=D
Kenapa sih kok ga boleh ganggu ato goda ato colek ato ajak-ajak Vinka keluar 2 minggu ini?
Soalnya hari ini saya baru saja sidang skripsi.
Alhamdulillah lulus, tapi nilainya ditahan sampai saya ngumpulin revisinya.
Masih ada kemungkinan nilai akan naik, kalau revisinya memuaskan segala pihak.
Dateline-nya adalah sebelum 3 Juli.
Senyampang revisi, masih ada 3 mata kuliah yang harus ditempuh ujiannya dalam 10 hari ke depan.
1. Media Massa & Hukum: 28 Juni, 9.30, ruang 311, sit-in test.
2. Komunikasi Internasional: 28 Juni, 11.00, ruang program studi, lisan.
3. Komunikasi Keluarga: >> makalah, 28 Juni, maks 12.00. >> presentasi penelitian, 1 Juli, 13.00.
Yak! Anda tidak salah lihat!
ke-3nya ada di tanggal 28 Juni!
*sigh
Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
jadi yang mau bantu, monggo.
Yang bantu lewat do'a, gakpapa.
Mau suplai makanan, bolehhh.
Selain itu, shoo shoo!
=P
"It's always too soon to quit!"
— Norman Vincent Peale
I know.
I know it well.
But I'm literally tired.
Exhausted.
=(
I just want to say: don't bother to ask me.
Jangan sungkan tanya-tanya. Jangan sungkan ngobrol.
Muka saya memang agak-agak judes gimana gitu sih, tapi saya sudah belajar untuk tersenyum lebih sering kok.
Saya kadang kalo ngomong agak pedes, tapi sekarang sudah belajar nge-rem mulut.
Apa untungnya sih kalo sudah ngobrol dengan Vinka Maharani ?
Hm. I'm a good listener, an objectivist & rationalist.
Good in imagination & always love pluralistic.
Jadi jangan khawatir akan saya paksa-paksa mengikuti sudut pandang saya.
I love differences.
Beda itu halal kok.
Baik & bermanfaat.
Oh, nggak. Jangan khawatir.
Saya bicara seperti ini bukan karena apa-apa.
Bukan jualan, bukan promosi.
Hanya saja, saya orangnya ga pernah sungkan,
jadi saya berharap orang lain ga sungkan juga dengan saya.
That's simple.
Sesederhana pertanyaan saya kepada seorang lelaki di tengah lobi bioskop,
tentang ukuran kakinya.
Atau pujian terhadap pilihan warna baju mbak-mbak yang ketemu di warnet.
Atau, sesederhana tawa ini.
=)
It’s fun yet silly when we just realized how alike we are with another person. Sometimes it’s hard to accept people’s words when they criticize us. Even at the same times we could spitting a lot of critics on them. Emm, not us, maybe it’s just me.
After passing several days later, I felt so klutzy for my unawareness. How come in my life I didn’t realize it before? And suddenly my mind jumping into the last episode of Pulau Buru tetra logy by Pramoedya Ananta Toer. Greenhouse, Rumah Kaca. I remember the last part which was explaining why the title of the book is Rumah Kaca. The book said: for learning the social phenomena, you could put it in your greenhouse. Watch the growth of your “plants”, look after them, do the treatment. You isolate the problem in the world of nowhere. In your own world, in your Greenhouse.
I’m a practical person. Instead of the fact, I do really believe on theories. I always practice the theories I’ve learned on my life. I believe, the theorist has been spent their time, money and everything for resulting those theories. So, why do I spend my time for learning everything from the exact start with them, for solving one or another same problem?
Simple example, if there is a rectangle way to get somewhere by foot, I’ll take the diagonal just like Phytagoras done. Sometimes the diagonal track is hot or through the parking lot, my friends will avoid it. But I have made a serious calculation which proving that I will spend much more calories and times with take the rectangle way. Life is short, why do we must spend it useless just for walk? Of course, it will be different if you do walk to enjoy the sceneries. =)
I applied Greenhouse theory to my own problems, it works. I put aside my ego to be the object of this research. I put my problem such a bacteria in a preparatory glass under the microscope. I do it time after time, and I get used to it, and will always do this.
But then, I realized, I couldn’t be selfish anymore. I start to practice it in other people problems. If you ask me of course, I’m not the political or religion orator. This is a useful knowledge for them. I have to share what I could share. I hope I could help him, help her in this way. Some people just need a little stimulant, but the others need full companion. For smoker, I have “take A cigarette” method. Thanks a lot from them whom asking me solution or just spilling their problem on me. I could learn much more at the same time. After learn and learn, I could see the pattern, I could predict the good next step. Lately, people think I’m guessing their problem. No actually. I just do the math, put your problem in my Greenhouse and voila! It seems clear.
I’ve shared this, what about you?
=)
Apa yang salah dari orang yang terlalu dalam sayang sama orang lain?
Sehari yang dilewati penuh dengan kegiatan pasti melelahkan. Tapi ketika kegiatan itu bermakna, hmm, waktu jadi terasa berharga, dan hal itu menyenangkan sekali. =)
Seperti layaknya Senin yang biasa, kuliah penuh dari jam 10 pagi sampai setengah 4 sore. Poet, my beloved darlaa would treat me and office fellas for her birthday. My boss(es) just available in 5pm. Sembari menunggu, ngobrol seru sama Mbak @gigihrc tentang buku (yang akhirnya merembet kemana-mana sih, =P). Dia menulis everythings related with books. This is her photos from her blog: http://bacabukubagus.wordpress.com
Untuk penggemar buku-buku karya pengarang asing, hm, this blog obviously will fit to you. Resensinya cukup singkat, karena ia memilih untuk tidak men-spoil para calon pembaca buku tersebut. Oh ya, sebagian besar buku yang diresensi juga ada link e-booknya loh. Jadi ga usah empet nunggu + nabung sekian lama untuk baca karya-karya bagus yang sudah diresensi.
Time passed by, mbak Gigih pun akan berangkat nonton Robin Hood (Good movie, another kind of Hood version. I love this bloody, manly Robin Hood). Saya pun menuju kantor, mau numpang documenting data buat skripsi, sekalian nunggu orang kantor pada ngumpul untuk makan-makan. Senyampang (anyone use this word? Ini padanan kata indonesia baku untuk sembari) mendata, ternyata bang @aldosianturi sedang online. Wah, kesempatan yang oke nih. Saya ingin ngobrol beberapa hal yang udah kepo abis gara-gara Twit kemarin2.
Siapa sih Aldo Sianturi? Dia orang yang pertama kali saya tahu akun twitternya karena penawaran pencantuman nama di album Sore. Iya, Sore yang itu, yang band indie itu, yang lagu-lagunya mantab jaya! Ternyata eh ternyata bang Aldo ini adalah orang yang ada di balik Sore, White Shoes & The Couple Company dan band lain di bawah bendera PURAPURA Records. Bang Aldo sendiri sudah malang melintang di dunia per-label-an sekian lama (berapa lama yak? lupa. hehe), mulai dari Universal Records sampai Aksara Records. Gimana ceritanya kamu bisa ketemu orang ini Vin? Ahaha. Kalo jodoh mah, ga bakal kemana. Hehe.Ini nih ketemu pertama kali..
Ini foto di halaman BlackBird Coffee & Pancake, Jl. Imam Bonjol 125 Surabaya, rekanan Gathotkaca Studio. Sebelah kanan sendiri adalah bang Joseph Sudiro, bassis Vox yang punya BlackBird. Sebelah kirinya itu bang Aldo Sianturi. Selain saya yang nyempil di belakang, mereka-mereka ini pemenang Lomba Photo Mantab Jaya yang kami adakan. Cerita lengkap lomba photo-nya bisa dilihat di sini. Bang Aldo sedang di Surabaya dalam rangka pembicara MarkPlusFestival 2010. Nah, lusanya, bang Aldo bikin sharing session tentang Indiepreneur, yang bisa temen-temen baca di http://aldosianturi.com
*Music Sharing Session di Surabaya, bareng @aldosianturi, @afimotik, @ninilmotik, mas Bambang Morning After, mas MayoVOX*
Kalau teman-teman concern di musik, pengen enlightment di bidang entrepreneurship, atau banyak hal yang berkaitan global-local, central-peripheral topic, blog bang Aldo ini jelas wajib baca. Sip! Pengalamannya jelas jauh lebih kaya dibanding saya, dan hal ini tercermin pada tulisan-tulisannya.
My bosses ready to go after their meeting, dan kami sekantor pun makan-makan di Leko *spesialis iga penyet* (itu tagline-nya loh. hehe). Setumpuk doa buat Poet.... Cup-cup-mwah!
P.S: Love to share these fellas!
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