I feel spoiled, somehow. It's like I'm being too comfortable at this point. So I decide to jump to my dream. Not only dipping my feet, but also dive bravely and taste the real stream that I have to face to know where I should go for realizing the dream itself.

Just like Ruth Gordon said, the courage is like a muscle. We should stretch them out. Even though it felt a bit scary and reluctant at the first step. Whatever. It's all decided, and I'm ready.